wanted to access a lifetime when she had a connection with a close friend
I see a modern
type of kitchen setting. There is also an open kitchen. I am living not far
away from this house. The place is decorated in an English style. It looks
like an English house, a cosy bungalow. It is quite modern looking. My name
is Maria. I live in Germany. I am a caucasion, with fair, brown, curly hair.
I am wearing a headscarf. I have brown eyes. I am around 5 feet 5 inches
tall
In the next
scene:
I am playing in
the playground with a child. We are outside the house. The child is on a
bicycle. He is a boy around 2 – 3 years old.
I am now in the
kitchen. There is an open space and glass doors between the house and
garden.
My purpose in
this life is to serve as best as I can and to fulfill my masters
requirements or expectations. I don’t think I’m happy. I have a heavy heart.
I have to fulfil my responsibility. I don’t want to serve. I want to do
something else. I would like to do more service in general.
I am serving my
master tea. He has brown hair with a dark brownish – black moustache. He is
dressed in an old English suit, wearing a brown vest with a chequered
design. His trousers are ¾ in length. He is wearing boots.
He is sitting
down in a big chair. I feel quite at ease with him. It feels very light. I
respect my master.
(She recognised
him as her close friend this life).
Death stage
I am lying down
in a coffin, still wearing the servant’s dress. I had fallen down from a
pile of rocks in the housing estate, while searching for something. I see my
master and the child at the funeral.