Cause
of intense emotional reaction to the word “separation” and to the act of
“separation”
Pearly,
in her thirties, felt intense sadness and was usually in tears whenever
someone mentions the word “separation” to her. She also felt very sad
when her siblings got married and moved out of the house. She regressed to
two past lives, in a single regression session. The recurrent theme in both
of these past lives are sudden separation from loved ones.
In the first past life, she
regressed to the year 560 AD in Afghanistan.
“I see a house in a cave at
a mountainous area. It is a tall house. I see a man in a turban, peeping.
I see a table and bed (old
fashioned kind) and things in the kitchen. There is nobody in the house.
I am cooking dhal.”
In the next scene, she said,
“I am barefoot, wearing a skirt with trousers. I am a young, teenage girl.
I am alone, carrying an empty pail.”
“I am a cowgirl. My duty is
to milk the goats and bring the pail of milk to the market to sell it. There
are many goats around me. I am feeling happy. I am dancing outdoors.”
“My mother is with me. I am
outside the house, doing household chores. There is a hut, with fencing, and
my goats are there.”
“I carry the goat’s milk in
a pail and go to the market. I sell the goat’s milk. When I finished selling
the milk, suddenly, there was a commotion in the marketplace and many people
are running about. They are running to save their lives.” (She started
crying).
“Men on horses came and
started slashing people in the market. They are outsiders. They wear iron
hats and swords and killed everyone in the market. Everyone in the market
died.”
“I feel sad looking at this
scene. The place became quiet. I see the girl lying on the ground.” (She has
floated out of the body, watching from a third party perspective).
“There is someone searching
for me. She is a woman aged 30 – 40 years old. She is my mother. She is
crying. I am lying on the ground dying. I am 13 – 14 years old.”
“Why do these people kill
them? They are innocent people,” she asked.
She then “jumped” to another
lifetime, during the same regression session. She saw the scene from a third
party perspective.
“I see a small child, around
5 to 6 years old. He looks like an English boy. The boy’s mother is playing
with him. He feels happy, running around. The mother is normal size, with
long hair tied in a bun, and looks motherly. She is wearing a “can-can”
style of clothing.”
In the next scene, she said,
“The boy is sleeping. The mother couldn’t wake him up. The mother is crying.
I see the little boy dying.”
(The boy died suddenly of an unknown illness). The mother takes him and puts
him in a coffin, and buried the coffin in the ground. The father was there
too.”
“The mother feels very sad.
She feels sick for the love of her son. The mother passed away very young,
around the age of 20+ to 30 years old, due to sadness.”
In the place of love and
light, in between lifetimes, she said, “I see many devas (angelic beings).
They are listening to the
Dhamma. It is quiet there. They are meditating. I’m sitting in the middle.”
“Kwan Yin is giving me
blessed water. She is smiling. She’s saying “You will be well”. *
The lesson that I learnt was
that I was too attached to my loved ones, especially my mother. Suddenly,
unexpectedly, there was a sudden separation from my loved ones – where I
died suddenly, and when my son died suddenly.
The positive quality I had
in those lives were being active and energetic, kindness and obedience. I
also felt the love of my mother in that life. I recognised the mother in my
past life as my current life mother. (Subject is quite close to her present
lifetime mother).
* Note: Some
people see ascended masters, deities, energy beings, etc. who help them to
heal in the place between lifetimes.
Index of Past Life
Regression Accounts