Understanding life's challenges
Leela
wanted a better understanding about her life in general. She spent a great
deal of time in the life between life (spirit) realm. Below is her
experience in her first session.
It’s dark. I don’t want to
move. I’m not scared, but I’m rooted. I am outside, among trees. It’s going
to be dawn soon. There is no one around me. I’m a man. I feel pain in my
chest. There is too much of labour. I’m tired. I’m a rubber tapper, just
going to start my work. I am Chinese, 30+ years old. I’m tired of my life.
But I’m persevering on. I won’t end my life. I cannot give up. I have a
family to take care of. But they don’t take care of me. I have nothing to
give in this life.
Austria
I’m in a garden. It is
beautiful. There are flowers blooming. I’m in Austria. I’m carrying a lace
fan. I’m wearing a lace gown, which I’m lifting with my left hand as I walk
through the garden. I’m 23 years old. I’m searching or longing for
something. I dislike people because they’re not honest. They’re all talking
about me getting married, but I don’t want to. I feel there’s a higher
calling for me. I’m resigned to accepting it. I really want to be in
people’s lives when I’m needed. To help, give, serve and heal.
There are so many people
suffering. There is a civil war going on. I’m in a palace where people are
pretending to be happy. I can’t take that anymore. I didn’t get married. I’m
45 years old now. I live among the people now. They look up to me because I
heal them. I hug them. They feel warm and happy. They’re saying “Thank you
and it feels so nice”. I die a natural death at 69 years of age. There are
people around my dead body. They’re not crying because I told them not to
cry.
Nepal
I’ve left my body. I’m
moving about in spirit. I see mountains. White snow capped mountains. I’m
going down. I’m on a slope on one of these mountains. I’m in Nepal. I’m now
in a wooden house. I am in energy form (not in a physical body). I’m looking
at all the Tibetan monks. I feel very happy here, like I belong to them.
There is immense energy within them and I feel the energy inside me
swelling. There are other beings as well, who look like me. We do not have
face or hands. Just a body outline. I’ve come to teach them something. I’ve
come to teach them that these rituals they’re carrying out don’t help,
because they bind you to their earthy form and they need to awaken from
these. All of them agree. I have to go now.
Bali
I move away. I fly. I feel
nice. I’m free. I get to do what I’m supposed to do. I’m in a hallway. There
are no doors. The surrounding is pink in colour. I’m floating. I see
pillars. Many pillars. I think I’m in a temple. I am in Bali. I’m walking
past all these pillars. It is quite dark. It is a very big place. I hear
prayers. They seem to be in Sanskrit.
There are people turning to
look at me. I’m wearing a robe. I’m a man. I’m a teacher. I’m the head
priest of the temple. I’m wearing a dark orange robe. People there are all
dark skinned. They are simple, nice people. I’m happy there. I keep thinking
to myself, maybe I should go out and teach where necessary. Part of me is
all in the comfort zone.
I’m very attached to that
place. It’s near the sea. It’s called Denpasar. It is not bustling. It’s
very quiet. I love my house. It’s very big and very intricate. It is made
out of wood with big holes in it. It is enchanting. I can’t seem to let go.
Because I’ve yearned this place for so long, I can’t let go. I’m learning
how to let go in this life.
Somebody doesn’t like me and
wants to kill me with a knife. He evokes anger in me. He has a scrawny, mean
face. I recognize him as my ex-mother in law in my current life. He is
jealous of me because I have fame. He is my disciple. He kills me. I feel
sorry for him, while I was dying. I’m dying on his lap. I told him “Forgive
yourself”. Then I died. They’re probably going to burn my body.
Spirit realm
I’m leaving the place now. I
take an energy form. I don’t feel sad. I move with a sense of purpose. I’m
going upwards and towards the left. The earth is below. I feel nice. There
is energy pulling me. It feels like a vacuum pulling me up. I go willingly.
They’re coming. They’re
there. Still far off. They’re in groups. They have wings. They’re talking.
But they’re not turning to look or greet me. They’re souls. Everyone is
saying welcome back. They’re talking about their next assignments.
I’ve come to rest. I just
lie down. I feel like weight being lifted off me. I feel empty. Somebody is
coming to see me. He is the head of all the angels. His name starts with
“M”. “Michael”. He is tall, big and white skinned. I see his outline but not
in physical form. He’s just brilliant light, very beautiful. He’s smiling.
He’s says, “All’s well”. I need to be healed because I’ve just come back
from my work. He’s giving me a hug, infusing me with love. So I’m just ready
for the next assignment.
It feels so good. It’s nice
energy. I feel energy in my hand. He’s leaving. I feel ready for my next
assignment. I need to go down to another country. It’s Mongolia. The big
boss gives this instruction, but it is not in speech form. We don’t see him
but we know he’s there, a supreme god.
Mongolia
I go to Mongolia. I came to
heal, but no one in specific. I’m in energy form. I’m helping people who are
dying. They’re all hungry. The country is in a bad shape. I don’t take a
physical form this time. I’ve come down to stand beside anyone who needs me.
They don’t know I’m there but everyone who are distressed are instantly
calmed and able to face their challenges.
Spirit realm
My name is Lea. I’m a
female. I’m very young. I’m a little arrogant, because I’m 19, the youngest
to be chosen to be a healer. We are evolved souls. I’m at Level 3. There are
5 levels altogether. My energy body is white with a little bit of green at
the edge.
I’m just helping people. I
understand that I’m supposed to do that in every life I come to including
this. I always find an off beaten way to help. It may not be healing It may
be something else.
I understand why I’ve come
to earth with this body. If I were thin, I would have attracted things for
earthy pleasure and obscured my sense of duty. There is nothing to worry
about. They’re telling I’m loved where it is necessary. And it’s no human
love.
I’m seeking for my father.
He is among the angels. I see many of them. I see my father. He’s opening
his arms. He wants me to come towards him. I am hugging him. I have so much
of emotions. I have anger and I can’t speak. I’m asking him why. He doesn’t
have an answer. But he continues to hug me. He says that we are bound by
human limitations and we have to learn lessons from each other. Sometimes,
you have to be cruel to be kind.
He understood me as a higher
being to him, even though I was his daughter. That made him a little
fearful. But I’m telling him, “I only need love. To give and to receive”.
He says that he understands
now. He’s Level 4. He’s done a lot. His role is just like mine. But he’s
also a trainer to all these angels who have come. We also take up negative
energy and we also need healing.
My dad teaches us to heal
ourselves. We use hands to touch the head. We receive energy from the top,
then you’re cleansed. Then you’re ready. Level 4 heals Level 3, 2, and 1.
I’m about to go to Level 4. My father is still with me. But there’s no
prejudice. There’s no understanding that he’s the father and I’m the
daughter. I’ve become equal. But he’s still senior.
Japan
It is 1945. I’ve come down
to heal people because they’re undergoing war in Japan. There are many
broken bodies. People are crying for their lost ones. There is so much to
endure. I get to work. I don’t have a physical body. I touch their heart. We
do not discriminate. We have all come down to help. There are 104 of us
helping the people. We are touching their hearts. They feel a little better.
We’re making them understand why they lack the knowledge.
We all have debts. They’re
clearing their debts. We’re doing all our own work. Some of them (energy
beings) feel like me. They’re very sad. When we do our duties, we’re not
supposed to feel sad, you know. I’m saturated with negative energy. I’m
being called up.
Alabama
I’m sitting on a rock. I’m a
man. I’m a cotton picker in the state of Alabama. I’m resting. I’m a black
person. I’m a slave for a short while. A white man is my master. I was a
slave because he needed healing from a terrible tumour in his stomach and I
had to be near him. He allowed me to touch him (hands on healing), but in
private. There are one or two other slaves around. The white man is my
father in this life. His wife is my current life mother. She’s not very
happy that I’m doing this. She does not understand why.
I’m an angel. We’re taught
about this (in the spirit realm). We need to do this. This is our duty. His
body could not be healed. But his soul was healed. He understands a lot of
things. He died in my arms. His wife is not happy. She’s so alone. I want to
help but she doesn’t want to allow me.
My work is done.
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