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General experience in the
life-between-lives state # 1
Lily wanted
to experience what it was like in the life-between-lives state. She was
regressed to an immediate past lifetime before entering the spirit realm.
I am wearing shoes, like the Ching dynasty type. It is made
out of wooden material. It is pink in colour. I feel as though I’m in the
Ching dynasty in China.
My clothes are silky and my dress is chilli red in colour. I am indoors.
There are many people around me. They are chit-chatting and having fun. I’m
sitting there, listening to them. A man looks familiar to me. He’s making a
joke. I am a woman, 22 years old. It is in the 1920’s in China.
Now I’m in a bigger town. I’m with someone. I’m with an adult
woman, 2 years younger than me. She has very fair skin. She feels like my
current life niece.
I’m very fair. I have long, black hair. I tied my hair with a
lot of accessories. I feel like this woman is my younger sister in this
life. I’m at a gathering and having fun. We eat and drink.
I’m getting married. There are many people on my wedding day.
I am wearing a cheongsam dress with red coloured silky cloth covering my
head. I feel that my husband is my current life brother. I am 25 years old.
We live in a small house. I am helping out in some event in a certain place.
My husband is also there helping out.
Moment of death
I’m lying down. My husband is next to me. I have 2 adult
sons. My chest feels very pain. I see all of them looking very sad. My
husband is saying, “Go with peace”. I still don’t want to let go because I
was clinging on, worried for my husband. I find it difficult to breathe. I
died of an old age illness. I was 70+ when I died.
Transition to the spirit
realm
I see a light, like a long tunnel of light. I am still in the
tunnel. It is white in colour. The tunnel is going sideways. My body feels
very light. I am moving in the tunnel. I don’t go fast. I see other “people”
in the tunnel as well. I see a shape of some sort, like an outline of the
body. It is not clear, but looks hazy.
I feel a sort of pulling sensation, like a vacuum pulling me
up. It is not a very strong force. It is pulling me through the tunnel. I
have no choice. I can’t turn back. I can’t stop and say hello to the others.
Some of the beings are moving faster. Some are moving slower. Some are very
fast. However, the force is not very strong.
I am moving sideways. I feel very light. I don’t have
emotions. My consciousness is very different. Not like the usual
consciousness. In here, you are not recognizing based on your senses. When I
see others, I don’t have a consciousness whether they are pretty, etc. It’s
not like the five senses we have on earth. I don’t recognize the others
whether they are pretty, tall or short. I recognize them by them having the
same energy like us. I’m not even bothered to say hello. We mentally
acknowledge each other. I can’t really see their faces.
The other end is getting brighter and brighter. I am almost
reaching the other end. The tunnel is very long. I’ve reached the end of the
tunnel. It is like an empty space, just white in colour. There is no
beginning or ending. It seems like infinity. It’s just empty space.
Just after the tunnel, there is a segregation of beings into
different groups. We look like humans. It’s another space. I am not very
clear on how they are being divided. There are different soul groups. There
are quite a number of people in my soul group. However, I don’t feel that
they look like humans.
I’m waiting. I’m standing. I feel very light. I feel like I’m
energy. Very strong energy. I feel like I’m waiting for rebirth. I wait
there quite long. But I don’t feel impatient. It feels like I’m waiting for
the right womb to jump enter into. I feel like there is a guidance. Like I
will go where I should go. There are beings giving me guidance. I cannot ask
any questions. I’m waiting. I feel like the body I will be reborn to is
pre-fixed. I see two spirit guides helping me to enter a womb, because I
can’t seem to do it myself. I don’t have a choice which body I choose. I’m
now inside the womb. It feels congested in here. I’m staying in the womb. I
don’t feel comfortable.
This womb is selected for me because genetically, it is like
(my future life) mother and father. They have a certain personality and
habits which are about the same as my personality in the previous life. They
are the strongest personality – a domineering personality, which I also have
in the previous life and it accumulated. The past relationship in the
previous life is related. My mother in the previous life is related to me as
my sister in this life. I feel like I have helped her before in a previous
life.
The reason for me coming back in this life is to take care of
my mother. I feel that it is my duty, my obligation to come back, although I
feel reluctant about rebirth. I feel that I just want to fulfil some of my
duties. I felt that I did not carry out my role well in my immediate past
life.
Index of Life Between Lives
Regression Accounts
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